Sunny Days

Crazy God Thing!

Okay so yeah i need to share this crazy God thing that happened to me today - i woke up around 7am - was supposed to go to the beach with a few people - Man God is good - he has everything planned out - we didn't end up going to the beach - and i had this crazy desire to read this book "it's time to be bold" by Michael W. Smith and i meanread without stopping - like i read 110 pages today! i worked out as well and did some other stuff, i think i crocheted a bit today - i was reading this book and it was really challenging me to be bold and to get into the word so i started reading Colossians and decided to start memorizing it as well to get the word into my heart and as i was reading this book there was a section where he talked about starting this new youth ministry and how they would have a coffee club, a dance club and maybe evena skate park and something in my heart ached - because my heart and passion (besides dancing) is for youth - i had originally applied for youth ministries and then wasn't feeling like that's what i was supposed to take and then through dance and our dance cell going through the book "Are there any dancers in the house" by Michelle Leaney i really wanted to take dance - anyways - so today after reading this i had this feeling i needed to tell Franny - so i said to her "i think God is telling me to be involvedwith the youth" and then i was confused because i'm like but i'm taking dance and she says to me "i think you know what you need to do" and i was thinking "no i don't" anyways so i kinda disregarded the comment a little bit but then was praying "okay God orientation is tomorrow i need someone to say something to confirm it if that's what you are telling me to do" so before bed i asked her what that comment was about and she told me that she has been sensing since we got here that i was to do youth ministriesi kept talking about youth i guess, then i got here and went on the wildlife (youth) camp to help out and then i said it again today - and she was feeling that God was showing her that but she was praying that God would reveal it to me - and He did!!! crazy - we were both floored - because when i said that to her she couldn't believe it - and for me i was praying someone would confirm it - we both had no idea at all - and the other crazy thing looking back was that when i originally switched from youth to dance, there is an extra fee involved for dance and when i switched they just said i could pay when i got here - coincidence, i think not! also there was a guy who shared his testimony lastwednesday night before we left for summer camp and he said something about wanting to give the youth what he didn't have when he was a youth and i was thinking "me too! that's what i want to do" and i wrote in my journal last week already maybe i should be studying youth ministries instead of dance but i just read that tonight and i don't rememberwriting that but anyways - so God has been working in me since i got here to take it i guess - i'm kinda sad in a way because my heart was set on dancing, but i can still audition to dance with the team and really reading the course descriptions i want to dance but i don't think i necessarily care about analyzing dances and how to choreograph them etc, i would just rather someone show me the dance and i want to dance it! so i think my heart overall is really for the youth and i'm ready and wanting to pour out intothem - i was prophesied over last wednesday as well that i would rise up quickly into leadership as well and when i heard that i couldn't really see it in dance, but youth maybe - franny said the same thing as well - so confirmation for sure!! anyways just thought i would share that - it's totally crazy and i'm nervous because i know i'm trustingGod that He knows what he is doing and my focus was so much on dance and this just seems so last minute to change but really i'm probably still enrolled in this anyways!!
well hope you all enjoy it as much as i did - i love God - isn't he Amazing??? you walk towards him and he will come towards you - you just need to leap out and trust that he's got you in his hands!!!

posted by Meliss @ 2:21 PM